Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in troyer16's LiveJournal:

Monday, June 5th, 2006
8:04 pm	look into the mirror and trying to figure out the refelctions Take off those stary glasses kid, you're never going to make it. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
1:32 am	i look at all these pictures and envision the kids they hold stepping out of them and giving me one last hug. they're in a line but no one returns for seconds (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 12th, 2006
7:49 pm	It sucks who is your friend one moment and you're their enemy the next. Im glad you need to prove you're better than me to others, don't worry though - it doesnt take much. good effort. I won't think twice about trying to please you anymore either. Im good for your ego boost even when you're wrong, which does take a lot. But that's ok though because you're good for all my 'fuck offs' even when I'm wrong. Thank you to my real friends, who even when i messed up and ditched you guys for a girl over a few months, didn't hold it against me. And these kids are better than any girl. I'll never make the same mistake again. Those kids - all east, all missed. text messeges that light up my phone and face. thanks.   adam (some of kid's friend) troyer (Comment on this)
Monday, February 6th, 2006
12:21 am	as i sit here i close my eyes real tight, trying to pull back those memories and feel them again. the soft summer breeze kisses my cheeks as you kiss my neck. the dark sky is comforting as stars look down upon us and street lights glow dimly, enough light to make out ' i love you'. the rain begins to fall, a soft soothing rain that soaks our young hearts. inside my head i am in control, and inside my head you do care. but only there.   adamn (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, February 3rd, 2006
12:27 pm	somehow it's worked back into me, what ive tried to hide and burn. i long for my memory to have a redo. i don't think i can handle another 'take care of yourself' because i cant. though i'd give what i dont have for just one more. i never make any sense to myself. let's kiss goodbye, farwell, take care this time. if it means anything, i really do hope you're happy. and utterly miserable. i don't know where my home is, where to bring  the pains that fill me at night when im alone. sometimes i miss the way it was. i'd waste my last wish on reliving those summer nights, even if i knew the outcome. my sentences always seem to be missing one of the three words that i won't find again. i have a date, with some old friends - after-hours ice-cream, uno cards, the cops, and a bedroom floor.   serenade me with whispers of tomorrow -long lost troyer (Comment on this)
Monday, January 30th, 2006
12:23 am	it seems that i only write when things get worse. then it comes out awful and cliche, making the delete button look beautiful. though i dare hit a key without a memory of you summer nights car wash grey sky tennis easter uno the haunt someday it'll be gone. seems like im the only one still holding on, not to you but to misery. it's the only place i feel comfortable. sleep with the window open and escape. i love how i never care about anything you say but i always do. (Comment on this)
Monday, January 23rd, 2006
2:30 pm	new friends are golden My emotions change almost as much as the weather, never at the same time but always in sync - don't call me justin though. Im always excited to wake up and be myself, but that wears off as soon as it happens. At night i dream the most beautiful of dreams, that maybe the mirror lies as well as you do. There was a time when we were all normal, before myspace and facebook, and that will exist again. Pick up a pen and escape. updater later adam machine (1 Comment |Comment on this)